40 yrs without having anything i have nothing

See i am already 40 now ..a few day a go i have my 40th birthday so you can call me :OLD MAN' or something like that....

see...without reach my limit my target my dream i am stag here...between people who's mouth need to be shut up...i really think some times i wanna do that..keep somebody else mouth shut....i hate them....wow... i am the haters..mmmm ...LOL

i think i need to upgrade my account at Neobux and buy some refferal so i can make quick cash...tthink to buy position at Paid in second and do everything for Just been pai..idr-click it...pay my Hostgator schedule fee payment...wow so much to do but i have nothing just to get start..i need some more energy and some more money...off course...did somebody can help me? wow..think again bro...

Live is sucks..sucks really sucks..trapped with people who's money machine officer always ask me for me ask to pay them to buy some food, meat..rice...water...cooking stuff...etc...wow i really hate that man...

i've trapped with my "friend" who i must called"boss" because he is really the boss 'not the owner" of this so valled Tour and Travel...who always give me the key to his car apv luxury car...but don't have a even sinle trust in me..he think i always use his car to go everywhere and not to do my job for pickup guest transfer in transfer out...hotel check in hotel check out...halfday city tour full day city tour...and every routine job thats make s me always boring boring boring and boring again..i need some deep fresh air...now.....

well life is not so easy....